Love Like This

Life never get easy with the presence of exam

after one year graduated from diploma
this is the first time I start step into the exam hall
is it too long for me never walk into it
it make me feel so difficult to sit for this exam
the first time I feel so suffer under the exam mood
the first time I cry for the paper
the first time I feel I'm not prepare well even I have read through
luckily there is someone always be with me
I know I very annoying during this period
loss to control my emotion even show my anger to you
I very apologize about that, i really not mean to it
thanks for be there to cheer me up all the time
and try do to anything just to make me happy
all that you done it really mean to me
thank you so much!

You're just so sweet to me..

♥

Wonder when only Malaysia will have this kind of event
bring of human right and equality
like it said love for each other is beautiful..

Love So Right

Merely a hurt but it made me lose faith to love and confidence to myself. I was afraid to accept anyone with open heart, there is always a wall across trying to defend myself because I don’t wish to get hurt or be into that worst situation anymore.

Your presence made me feel everything is no longer the same, although we use nearly a year to be together, but everything is worth because time tell me that you are the right person that I searching for and you let me see the hope through your eye.

Your concern to me completely touched my heart, u keep me warm when I feeling cold, cheer me up when I’m down. Together with you let me feel sense of security and happiness is always around with me. You always give me more than I could imagine, I really appreciate every single thing that you done for me.

I am your trouble maker and you're my the problem solver, you'll always tries to make my life easy and never complain. You always have you own way to make me feel I'm better and willing to cover all my weakness but not critic on it, with you around my life only complete.

You asked me why I always blame myself that I not concern you enough and less of time to be with you. That is because you are too good for me and I was afraid to lose you, I care of your thought and I mind you think in another way cause I really need you to be with me.

The world is so big, not easy to find right person that do love each other. I really glad that I found you in part of my life with you love me and care me much like no one else. I will love you as the way you love me and be around you whenever you need me.

My life will be so cold without you and I hope I able to own your warm hand to hold my hand to walk as far as we can go and I do cherish every moment that we be together.

I ♥ YOU JK

往事只能回味

景物依旧，但时光流逝；一切因时间而变得不同。
人事已非，所聊的只是以往的往事。

26.12.10

Jas coming back
the thing that can't missed is meet up
and as usual went to Queenbay shopping yay~
have lunch at Nippon Yataimura
the second time been there with her
and i don't know why she such like the food there lol

after that went to Tutti Frutti
since it open until now this is the first i been there
but maybe is last time heh *just kidding*
nice yogurt but too pricey la..

this is how Jas said don't put too much, but it already cost RM 10++ T^T

Emm~yummy haha

After Tutti Frutti the place that can't miss out
of cause is Strait Quay
first time been there too
Jas, see how good am i left all my first time to you heh..

perhaps it is the bigger Christmas tree in Penang this year.

ish~so blur..poor camera



the pose i copy from a little kid at there lol

Joyful days with her ♥

No,YES!!

Arghhh~is Year End Sale now

i saw this word everywhere
S A L E
and i try hard to control myself not be influence by this word
but somehow my eye, leg and hand is not work with my mind
when the word appear in front me
and the most innocent is the purse and debit card
have to keep on diet at this month
how i wish i can say no to YES!! T^T


Yay~Christmas is on few day more
can't wait for the X'mas gift exchange event
by the way i have no idea for the unisex gift
and i bought what i like *the cartoon i siao*
so a bit bad luck for those who get my present lol
but really curious what would i get from other =D

BSG's Welfare Dinner

Went to BSG's welfare dinner
at Stone Bay Restaurant with collegue
though I'm not their member cause I'm not their old staff
but give away extra ticket from HR
why not i take it then have free dine and lucky draw
and due to another two collegue cannot attend
then they give their ticket to me
so I'm holding total three lucky draw tickets go
and hope can get a little prize out of this three tickets
but never thought that I'm so super lucky on that night
get all three tickets bingo
although is not first-third prize
but at least i get more prizes than other haha
and better than i back with nothing
what i get??
1 Panasonic Vacuum Machine
1 Faber Coffee Maker
and RM100 coupon from Tesco
but the sad thing is the restaurant food is suck
eat till i go back lao sai gosh>.<
Yay~company annual dinner is coming soon
aim the lucky draw
i want first prize~first prize~first prize~

first time saw ours Teh-san wear so sexy, no wonder she can win the 32" LCD back lol

Ops~rabbit khoo is so cute haha

The L Word

When a woman lose confidence to the opposite sex

perhaps homogeneous is the best to depend on
recently in watching American TV drama series
for me it's a very fresh and bold drama
it is not like other drama that talking love between women and men
but is a story about lesbian
how girl fall in love between girl
and the obstacles when they get together
the drama have a lot of 18xx scenarios
perhaps some people may not accepted
but this is very first lesbian drama i ever saw
so is it interesting to me
you know I'm the weird person heh
i think it has been a hottest drama series at American side
cause it have total 6 season all
but in Malaysia is definitely not encourage to show on TV
and this drama is a year ago
but i just discover it now
maybe i was a bit outdated!

Segafredo

Seriously, I gain a lot of weight
after i stop attend the part time class
that's because of now i have more free time after work
to follow collegue have dinner even lunch time too
I'm eat a lot of heavy food
but that's just temporarily i think
start from Feb i have to attend the new course
maybe thing will change
but on that time i think i have become a super tua pui po already ish~

Back to the topic,
we help Joey-san celebrate her birthday at office
though her birthday is on yesterday
but because of weekend
so we are late a bit to sing birthday song for her.

Teh-san homemade cake, it's really delicious! i have it two piece *faint*

Birthday girl, opss~is aunty lol

see how the pro people cutting cake ahah~

At lunch time where to go??
the restaurant most nearby office
that is Segafredo

with Teh-san

owh~pretty woman! p/s:the behind Goh-san said he has no face to see people

this is the huge bugger from Sega, taste, size and price is really much more better than Burger King. After have this, it make my dinner also save it.

finally i catch he face..

two lady eating burger too..

F档案

从开始工作到现在, 都未曾介绍咱的同事。所以现在就让我正式的隆重介绍这些日子来与我一起疯癫的同事们。

第一个当然是个大人物，Goh-san aka Handsome Goh，我部门的阿头，自称是本地周荣发，但我左看右看都不懂那一笔像。平时喜欢摆张严严肃肃的脸，但是玩起来可不像阿叔。喜欢叫我垃圾车，是不是都放进嘴里塞，而他不知道自已是最佳罪犯者之爱乱丢垃圾。

Teh-san-aka-哎呀干妈，有点神经质，一点不是就会“哎呀”一声吓死人。虽然不是处女座，但却是个完美主义者，喜欢在旁唠叨我的邋遢。最拿手做蛋糕，所以如果有同事生日一定少不了她的蛋糕站场。喜欢在办公室放古典音乐来催眠人至被我投诉，但她可是我的吱喳拍档，阿头不在就是我俩的世界。

黄师傅-aka-干爸是部门的好好先生，坐在我旁边无论大小事叫声“阿黄”一切搞定，他唯一缺点就是不懂拒绝人，所以经常被人攻击弱点。他是午饭猎食组长，而且每天都再回答一样的问题“阿黄，今天吃什么？”但他一点也不觉得烦。他是世纪“飞机王”，放我多次飞机但我还不死心还皮痒去约他。

GG-aka-大家姐与我是同一款的垃圾车，但比食量比身材她还有待加强。她和我就如机关枪凡的喜欢射来射去，一天少开粒子弹就会闷死。不懂她是不是戴着面具的阿嬷，整天超爱碎碎念，但念完了就当没了一回事。开始工作不到一小时就会喊饿，所以食物是她的致命伤。

Joey-aka-二家姐是个小靓太，也是我便当友。每天午饭一到两人就会打开便当一边对着面子书吱吱喳喳。他就像定时钟凡，会定时提醒同事们喝水。平时和她用广东话沟通，却经常被她笑我的广东呛像大陆人。她加了份兼职当媒婆，经常帮我留意最佳人选。

这不用介绍应该认识，是部门里少根经的失常家伙。喜欢在办公室扮鬼扮马，阿头不在就是他的欢乐时光，经常把办公室搞得翻天覆。阿头给了他个英文名叫Merryean译音“美女燕”，连同事们个个都叫那名字，让她高兴得她飙起来。经常在别人忙时捣乱人，但自已忙时鬼叫也不应。是个大馋嘴，经常在工作时间偷吃东西又不被逮到，真是高超！

不落部落

部落越来越空虚？
嘻~咱也此觉得
忙碌的生活
埋没了的跟新灵感
有时打开电脑
想跟新部落也不知如何下手*失败*
每天一样的生活节奏
身边一样的人和事物
生活少了很多感触
相比于从前
这部落确实是少了很多张贴与照片
怎没啦~我不爱这部落了吗？
为何酱冷淡对待它
也是时候反省了*自掴*

路转人不转

以为自已做了个稳定的选择
但没预料自已会在半路转弯
这不是升白旗放弃或者投降前进的意志
而退回原点重定方向
选择另一道更荆棘路
我知道这道路不易走
也会带给自已很多困难
而他人也都在流言蛮语
我不是固执而是相信
这选择能给我未来铺路
而我非常感激他人宝贵的意见
但最后结果是由自已决定
所以如果日后有某些突发
我无权责怪他人
也希望自已不会感到后悔

真的没那么简单

直来忐忑的日子终于开始
生活方式也正式随着改变
早出夜归我在所平常
而大小袋已成我出门必备装
难免的三餐不定
速战速决是我的用食规定
生活娱乐跌至谷底
差点让我与面子书断绝关系
疲惫程度飙升千里
每夜归家却只为了与床相聚
每早赖床成习惯
导致赶似斗牛去上班
天啊~这才是个开端
我为何会把生活搞得如此缭乱
避免一乱再乱
我想是时侯给自已排个时间表！！

斷了弦；碎了夢

望著躺在牆角的斷弦吉他
讓我倒叙過去學習吉他的時光
雖然習程僅只一小段
但小師傅也完務教完了一本樂譜
非常感激那有勞無酬的教導
而學習盡止
就因為吉他斷弦無法操作
與時間緊湊沒空續習
就這樣
斷弦吉他也擺在原地隔了一段時間
也即將成為蜘蛛之窩了
無可否認我的屈服
就讓三分中熱度來取代
但就只現在..
那未完成的夢我還是會圓成
但時間是我唯一的敗筆
我確實找不到多餘的時間
好讓自己找個師傅學習
無論如何我相信這停止只屬暫時性
總有天我一定會延續那未圓滿的吉他夢
但那無可修補的吉他
是我唯一的遺憾..

命運之別

隨著時代變化
生活總是需求不斷；供不應求
欲望跨越能力與負擔
讓人處於疑問之狀：
爲何他人可以住在高級公寓
而我卻得擠于廉價組樓..
爲何他人出街駕最潮的蘭博基尼
而我卻駕老爺甲蟲車..
爲何他人可以享用五級飯廳
而我卻只能冒在街頭吃路邊攤..
爲何他人手提名牌古琦
而我卻手拿夜市廉包..
種種相識的問號浮現
而最終的解答
多數人都是在怪罪于上天
爲何對待世人如此不公平
將益處給別人而不是自己
唉，這衆人上天還正難當啊！
說實在
我們每個人出世于這世上
都是一樣全身空空毫無分文
何來的公不公平呢？
如有一朝真的有個奇嬰出世雙手捧黃金
那確實真的是太不公平了
加進世界紀錄也賺不少吧！
或許只能怪命運之別..
但卻很少人將問題往自己的身上擺
自問是否自己的努力與付出比別人不夠多
所謂他人可擁富裕也不是一朝一夕的事
世上没每白吃的午餐
就算老天同情也不可能從天降錢給你
所以自食其力努力幹活之所實際 ♥

遙不可及

近來打開電視，翻開報章
幾乎每天都可看到關於宗族糾紛問題
而問題卻是一波未息一波又起
到底一個馬來西亞定義何在？
我國剛過53周獨立紀念
對與人來說都已過了上半輩子
怎麼人民們還那麼不成熟玩起小孩把戲
馬來人轟趕華人回中國；
而華人則轟趕馬來人回印尼
彼此在那的取功與霸佔馬來西亞
難道這國家去除任何一個宗族地位
會比現在來得繁榮嗎？
這是個荒唐的的想法。。
馬來西亞可以擁有今日都是彼此宗族的功勞
這是大家一起爭取回來的成就
而我們怎麼不去珍惜前輩給我們爭取回來的獨立
將國家邁向團結一致與繁榮
卻在那你轟來我轟去的把國家鬧得烏煙瘴氣
對與現在的社會現象
感覺首相提出的一個馬來西亞好像有點遙不可及
但“One Malaysia"不應該只是個口號
那是人民需要以行動來證明的
才能達宏願2020
別再給其他國家當笑話了
尊請停止宗族歧視
我做到，你可以嗎？

The another Namewee "Unknow"
the song lyric make by is less criticize
more to unity encourage
good job!!
peace yay ♥